I am who I am

Counting down to my last day with Company M. 1 week plus and I will be officially saying good bye to the Company and the fellow nice colleagues. Am I prepared for the next challenge? – I don’t know. Am I prepared to be “fighting” on par with that who- think-she-is-pretty person? – I don’t know. I am not someone who likes to vie for this and that and especially when come to work, I just want to make sure I give it all my best. I don’t know and don’t like any underhand means, especially trying to get into good books of the bosses and even the male colleagues. I am not like her.

True, to the male species, she might look pretty, but cant they see what is beneath her make up? – “fakishness”, “insincerity”? Can’t they see that she is only on good terms with the guys and not the gals? Cant they see her big wedding ring (ok, most of the time the ring is not on her fingers)? I might sound jealous, but in fact, I am not. I just cannot understand why there are some people around? Why treat the rest of the women as her competitors and only to befriend those that she thinks they pose no threats? Sigh – my dad and Mr Lim said I am going to have a hard time working together with her, especially we are of the same rank.

Come to think, they are right..while I was with Company K, also the same position as her, she never once talked to me. The most she acknowledged that I was one of her colleagues. I can get along well with all the colleagues, be it male or female, except her. Don’t be mistaken, we never quarreled or fought, but we never talked. *ponder* I did try to be friendly towards her, but my good intention was never appreciated.

Anyway, I don’t care – I am who I am, and I don’t need to purposely get into good book of the boss. I just need to treat myself and the others nicely and respectfully. And to put in my very best in whatever I do.

I can do it!

I need some excitement in life! It is getting quite mundane and boring for me. I am counting down to my last day of work with Company M – don’t be mistaken, I do not hate the company. In fact, I have made a few good friends and I feel sad that I am leaving them. Notwithstanding this, I choose to leave because I guess I am not used to working in a commercial sector. I guess, no more on-the-dot (note that I reach the office at least 2 hours earlier before my actual working hour!)

I had 2 good friends cum ex colleagues joining me to my new company. Woohoo! I am pretty excited to be working with them together. They are very hardworking, professional people! Apart from working, I believe it will be a nice “gossiping” time for us every day! But seriously, I hope I have made the right choice by joining Company R and I do not plan to quit. I want to path my career there and achieve my LSA goal with Miss Minzy! Haha. I hope I find my worth with Company R!




I hope my sister can get Raymond Lam’s concert tickets tomorrow and so the both of us can fly to HK end of July to watch him perform! Keeping my fingers crossed!

Just celebrated my 2nd ROM Anniversary with Mr Lim @ Fullerton Hotel over the weekend for 2 Nights. Basically it was really a restful weekend for me – no housework, no mopping of floor etc.

Mr Lim treated me to a couple spa treatment. Really nice and very unique experience. Really can feel that Mr Lim treats me very nice and dote on me. Thank you my love! May we create more happy and sweet memories!





Oh, not forgetting that it was my dear Xiang ge's 30th birthday last Sunday. Happy birthday xiang ge! (if you happen to chance upon my blog :-))